rAIn rAIn gO aWay~

yesterday tin asked me down to the swimming pool to have a chit-chat session. just laying down in those folded chairs felt do comfortable. just listening to the sound of the wind brushing against he swimming pool waters were so natural. it's as though all my problems were gone. now i understand perfectly why doctors encourage those who were sick to take a walk around nature in order for them to get well faster. it's definitely the best remedy anyone can ever want. no side effects. unlike operations. pills. antibiotics. not everyone is suitable for them. some may experience adverse affects and in the end, became worse in their health condition. however, the nature is where you and i are borned in. so in another way of saying it, is that everyone will not be harmed by this natural remedy, that is also free for all. amazing right? so don't take the nature for granted. use it well. and wisely. to all the environmentalists out there, you have saved many lives! the world owes many to you!

anyway, back to what happened yesterday.
tin talked about her secret admirer in school. it was not really a secret. soon later, even her senior knew all about it already. tin said that she felt really disappointed. because all the secret admirers that she had from school, were malays. black was what she called them. but no matter what, i think that tin2's a lucky girl to have so many admirers. from school. i only had once who i remember. but that was back then at sec 1. my gosh! that's rather pathetic. i must have looked like a freak geek! eww... why would anyone ever want me? with braces and everything?? that's so weird.

went out with mum to orchard in the morning. to paragon. mum and i got ourselves two cool nail polish each! we also bought lyn 2 pairs of shoes. one for chinese new year. and the other for casual wear. well, luckily she likes it when we showed her the shoes. she said she can't wait anymore for chinese new year to come. so that she could wear her gorgeous red dress on her. i mean, of course, she's so excited and all about it. but i'm not. because my clothes looked like disasters. that's a little exaggerated but, part of it, is true. hmm. but i got two types, unlike my other siblings, only one. lolx. maybe that's something for me to be happy about yea? after which we walked all the way to food court. i ate my favourite chicken rice. yumm yumm. mum felt a bit full so she chose desserts to please herself. and bubble tea too. we dragged ourselves to john little after our stomachs could not be filled anymore. we selected many casual shirts for naldo. chinese new year clothes for both eric and naldo. hmm. i remebered feeling puky in between all those checked shirts, which looked like tablecloths to me. i mean... how boring could men's clothes be? i helped mum select the best with my opinions, which i think made her feel puky as well. i couldn't wait to get out of that level. next was cny clothes for erica. while mum looked around, i was bored til i get tummyache. can you imagine??? i don't really recall what happened after that but i just know that taking the lift down to the first floor was the best remedy for that. mum withdrawed some money from the bank. later, we settled at coffee bean for some refreshments before we crossed the road to robinsons'. we popped by cold storage. there was obviously a renovation going on there. so, the stuffs looked so overcrowded. it's quite hard for two trolleys to be wheeld past each other in between the aisles.

later, i queued in the taxi stand line, ready to go home. and let me tell you. i love to queue up there. know why? because in front of and behind me were all caucassians! awesome right? i know i know. i felt like jumping up and down then. but of course, i disn't want to look like a freak right there. so i just kept all quiet to myself. distracting myself with the traffic and vehicles on the road. then all of a sudden, the guy in front of me turned. and our eyes met. well, the guy's pretty meaty so he turned me off. too bad it's not some handsome dude there. haix. so i tried to not look at him and pretended to not notice him at all. but after a while passed, i consciously noticed that he was looking at me. his eyes fixed on me for pretty long already. being very self-conscious, i finally turned my eyes to his direction. both our eyes met for about 4 seconds before he raised his head to look elsewhere behind me. i couldn't help to notice this puzzled look that he had on his face when he looked at me. if not for mum calling me to the taxi that's heading to ang mo kio, i think i would have been scared out of my wits. and please... around caucassians? (which is a disaster.) and no, i will never show them my adornment towards them. and have them showing off their perfectness to asians. nah. that will never happen!

soon after tin, me and lyn played cangkul together, fungihead came. he was back from cca. then, the light drizzle that came down became a heavy downpour. so we quickly seek shelter under the umbrella spread open over the tables. three of us girls continued playing cards and panu did his homework. lol. tin left by running under rain. as for me and lyn, we had asked kakak to bring down umbrella for us. panu wanted to jump down to the carpark, but that's not going to work. the ground's wet. what if he slipped and fall? break his neck, hurt his neck and not go school the next morning? so we told him to wait and we would kindly shelter him to nearest shelter with our umbrellas. so that's how everyone got home in that terrible weather that day. and at night, i finally watched my long-awaited indonesian sinetron. Kawin Muda! rox!

as for today, i woke up especially early in the dawn. went around seasons park, castle green, anderson primary and far horizons for morning walk. once again, my tummy groaned halfway the route. so, we hurriedly sat around an empty table. i bought the warm soya bean milk and mum queued for the mee pok noodles. when i took the first spoon into my mouth, it felt like my whole body became warmer than before. after the comforting breakfast, we proceeded to the wet market. well it was wet. plus dirty. plus smelly. eww! stinky! we made our way through past the fishes dripping with dirty water, the bloody meat and wet crowd. the only thing that i like about the market is the fruits stall. know why? because i love everything for sale there. yumm yumm. oh man! i love everything that got to do with food, didn't i? (=

then, off for sauna with mother. i was wearing contacts on. so had to cover both eyes with the towel throughout the 20 minutes. it was torture if you asked me. couldn't see a thing inside. breathing in the hot steam. feeling sweaty and uncomfortable. mum kept on pouring water non-stop onto the heater. gosh! i felt like a boiled chicken by the time i came out from the chamber. but nevertheless, i was all freshen up and everything. ready for events of the day.

rotting at home as usual. caught some shows on tv. watched some vcds. yep. eat a lot, not to forget. and also, playing the computer. haha. hmm. pretty worried about my application to the australian colleges though. that amy agent said that she'd asked her staff to send them to me, but so far, i hadn't receive any of them yet. so depressing. and anxious. dad was all worried too and he occassionally nagged at me to go to the places to collect the forms. )=