~10 days are soon going...to be gone!!!~
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I really cant stand her no more. Such a pain in the a**. Whatever i did, there will be at least one criticism i receive from her. She's never ever satisfied! Stucked-up b**ch!
Like today, when my friend come to study together with me at ma place. I had smsed her two times but she never reply. So then i tried calling her (this shows i'd taken much effort to contact her, since i usually never ever call ppl unless urgent). But again, no answer. Of course i can't do more (if not i'll be so stupid as to send her sms after sms~wasting ma money only) other than letting them into the house. So we studied inside a room~ air-conditioned! for better studying atmosphere. We don't want to sweat whole day inside the cooped-up room right? Then cool breeze came... Ahhh~ So shuang!!!
Ya, so, in the middle of the evening, the ***** suddenly came in and told me, with a 'long and black' face, 'Next time if got friends come, must tel me first arh...'
What!!! =/
Didn't i just do it, like a few hours ago? And she even told me that she'd received my SMS 'Can my friends come over?' that i sent to her in the afternoon. So?!? What more does she want?!! Can't she even reply at least? Ohh please... Of course then...NOT everybody has got time to wait for her reply the whole day k!~ i can't afford to lose anymore of my precious time cos exams in 10 days' time!!! Not like her...everytime sooo free!!! Sleep whole-day long like a pig! *grunts*
She has got so much attitude!!! This type of wife got man one? =X Blehhx~ Confirm the husband now always kanna tortured like x.heaven.x arh!! (can't sae no more 'cu hua' so have to use the opposites liao =X)
So then soon after, my friends left for home-bound. We practiced on only 'Logarithms' in the end. Ate 'Calbee 'Hot and Spicy', M&Ms (peanuts) and Hacks sweet while attempting the questions. However the progress of our revision was, can say, slow. Cos we talked and talked a lot. Lols. This is one disdavantage about group study. Always end up talking non-stop....blah blah...blah...
Maths was easy today though. Quite easy to be exact. Some are rather tricky. Trigonometry is always tricky. Especially the changing of subjects! Arghhh! But it's do-able still! Hahax... =)
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Sometimes i wondered why i am always feeling so troubled everytime?!? Huh? Then when someone asks me 'Why ya feeling stressed out?', i can't answer them. Not because i dont wanna share, but it's because i dunno what's wrong with me myself. I'm starting to feel that nothing is right in whatever i do. Issit because of exams? Or friends' problems??? As in, sometimes maybe when ma friends became low in their spirit, i too, will involuntarily feel the same for them. Haix. Maybe this is ma problem. I shan't interfere in other people's problem no more. Stop all the 'unnecessary' concern for others and FOCUS on your goals, Mary! Your exams are around the corner!!! Very around, ya know! Now ish like 10 days before exam commences...the next minute, b4 ya know it, it will be 1 day left!
And i can never be sure of my own capability to Focus on this exam preparations. I sometimes have to rely on my friends/families, too, to be kept reminded at times when i get too carried away doing other things. I am never too sure of whether what i'm doing is right or wrong in this exam period... For example, when i got carried away in blogging, i'll never leave the webpage until i'd accomplished publishing the entry 100%. Another prob of mine. Doing things at the wrong time, wrong place, everything WRONGLY.
Why can't i be right sometimes?!? Arghhh!!! So pissed off with everything, more to myself!!~
~Peace out/*
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