hAIx... sTrESs!!!

he keeps talking and i just feel more depressed each day...and yet, i still wanna hear his voice.

wth!

did not go to school on monday. reason? simply because i was late.

XD

went for morning swim. so relaxing. very little ppl around also. only a couple doing yoga by the pool. and they walked in circles around the pool. the man bcame friendly after he gave me that smile. =)

took a power nap in the afternoon. then went down by the pool. joined pris, tin, panu and ben in their table.

we talked about pris birthday plans.

ben ho kept on rolling his tongue to blow bubbbles into us. yuck yuck yuck! on purpose!

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received my chem paper on tues. i knew i would flunk the paper. so when i see the marks, i was not shocked by the horrid double digits that was inked onto the paper. so far so "good"! X(

bio paper also came ytd. it was another nightmare for me. i barely failed it. passed by 1% only! depressing la! blame it on myself for not studying for the test. >.<

stress!!!

i miss basketball so much. had not been shooting for the last 3 days now. all "thanks" to the soccer peeps. bb rox 4ever!!!

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stayed back for maths extended today. which after, there was el oral practice with ms ng and elina in comp lab1. my grp was taken by elina. i always thought of her as a fierce teacher who hates me a lot because of my poor grammar. it turned out that she's a good teacher indeed, just like what ms ng had said. elina gave me a lot of helpful advices about what to say and expect for oral. she taked very nicely to me and her words are easy to comprehend. seok wei and me kinda felt guilty about often saying mean things about her in school. so sorry~

lyn came down to join me by the pool, for a purpose to study. but as usual, she did not. pris came later and she wanted to seek our opinions regarding her birthday celebration's plan. i suggested a camp-out in the open "hill" or field in castle green XD i think it will be cool. since she also suggested a pyjamas party, i suggested a pillow-fight too XD

korean twins tried to "chase" me and lyn around castle green. scary man! then tin told me about the disgusting story of the "gay" teacher farting in the pool. gross la!

i'm so stressed out now!

days to prelims:

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