last week's service was surely an eye-opener!
pastor mike connell came to preach in church. he was a well-known preacher and had been conducting sermons and courses, for our pastors in church, for the past 17 years. so of course, he was like our brother and sister in church also. he said cHc would be his church if he lived in singapore. and from the applause that he got from the crowd, i can conclude that he is popular and a powerful christian. beware of his words peeps! hahax.
i went with pris to the extra ministry service, specially for purpose of the casting out of evil spirits. i was pretty tired after the service actually because i slept at 3am plus the night before. pris too. so we were not able to understand the sermon clearly. my mind wandered off somewhere else as i began to toggle with my handphone keypads. so darn bored. so pris wanted us to attend this service so that we'll not be distracted anymore. it's not the usual us. we knew that for sure.
so here's what happen to me during the casting out of spirit...
a councillor approached me and she began to pray for me. she told me to let go of all resistance inside my body and to co-operate with her. i was confused. i cried thinking about my dad. i wanted him to be let go of all the generation curses that were passed down from my grandparents, them being buddhist. so, i tried to lose every of my control. so with a click of two fingers, i instantaneously fell off my feet and feel my mind go blank. then i heard her continuing her prayer into my ear. she pushed my stomach with her palm and she wanted me to somehow let go off everything. in particular, the spirit within me i guess. but i dunno y. but i can't. around me, every other man and woman were screaming their heads off, falling off to their feet, trembling vigorously, their eyeballs turned white (freakky!) and some vomitted into plastic bags. so scary! i was too afraid to let go off everything now. fear began to take control over me. i was too afraid to be like them. crazy as it seemed. i even saw an elder couple showing a disgusted face around them. so i decided to give up on this whole 'casting out of spirit' thing. i tried to make this a turning point in my life.
i, rosemary, will thereby no longer rebel against my parents,
bear grudges against anyone that has offended me in the past,
no longer get myself involved in lust or wdv sin that God doesn't like me to do.
but what happened to my cousin was way beyond my wildest imagination. she did almost all of what i've described in the above. what she did really scare me off. but i kinda felt sad for her in the end. she looked really horrible. as though she just woke up from bed or sth.
pris was down with a terrible flu after she took a nap in the evening. lyn, mum, ko siang and i shopped at j8. we ordered erica's bdae cake. mmm... secret recipe's chocolate fudge is nice!! but mum said it's too sweet. so in the end, we ordered a blackforest from breadtalk. haix. so typical! not fun. after that, we bought erica's prezzie =) a gigantic milk bottle! so cool! we also bought sweets to be placed inside. some of her favourite things in the world, which is food! haha. next, we went into minitoons. lyn and i had some socks, hairband, hairclip! awesome! we went into popular for some stationeries too. saw lester in popular, working i guess. he seemed busy arranging stuffs so i did not say hi. anyways, then we took neoprint! XD my favourite!!! the photos were great! except that i looked like a ghost in one. so white and pale! yikes >.< face="trebuchet ms" size="2">[[so ke ai! it is a black pig!]] before we took a taxi home.
played bb last night. panu and ray came down when i thought they wouldn't cause they said so before when i asked the previous day{panu} and in the evening{ray}. then when i asked, panu gave me the blur look. dotz -.-"' anyway, i usually shoot well on sundays! but not for that day definitely. i barely scored 50% of all my shoots. i felt even more pathetic when ****** said, "again???" when i couldn't score the goal. in his mind, he must be expecting me to be a 100% scorer. so he gave that remarks to show that he's disappointed in me. i know he's very pro la. but don't have to say until like that right? excuse me. no one in the world is perfect ok?! it's not as if you can shoot everytime. unless that's the case, then i don't mind you saying whatever you wanna say about me. well, i just don't like his attitude. hmmph!
i dunno why tin apologised to me last night. and i ain't accepting it coz i dunno what's happening myself. until she tell me.
Days to Prelim:
24
the guy actually still have feelings for me and he wanna wait now! arghh! why can't he just leave me alone? why is he still in my mind?
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