bReAkIng frEe~

~it all ended on 1st of July

and

i'm glad it turned out this way~

I HAD ENOUGH OF RELATIONSHIPS!

I REALISED THAT THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR ME YET.

THIS IS THE TIME FOR SOME CRUCIAL AND INTENSIVE REVISION...

FOR THE ONE AND ONLY o levels!!!

i'd promised both my parents not to get myself involved in bgr anymore. and i promised to keep my phone bill to a maximum of $100 per month. the last month's climbed up to $1200+. scary eh? i was so freaked out when pris rang to tell me of the shocking news. i immediately told mum what happened. i was frowning the whole day since the call. dad didn know about this yet as he was still at the airport on the way to the hospital. seeing me so worried and moody, mum showed pity by reassuring me tt with her help, she's gonna make everything better. i was so grateful for her help. it really worked! dad didn't scream at me in public. but i cried, feeling much guilty about my past doings. at first in the hospital i was laughing away at erica's idiotic facial expressions, but the next moment, i was weeping biterly. people that stayed long beside must e thinking of weird thoughts about me. the crazy girl? could be, you know. i was in the emergency waiting room. anything can happen in such a serious room right? even there's this nurse guy that turn back to especially look at me before he left towards another direction. aww~ i feel so self-concious after that.. but when that guy did it, i felt really consoled. mum said, 'lihatlah. masih banyak cowok yang mau sama kamu. ndak cuma satu aja doh. kamu bentuk rancak. masa sembarangan aja sama cowok.' that day, i loved mum more than ever. =)

i rushed back home. pris, lyn and tin greeted me with rayland's birthday cake in front of the door. lolx. it was originally a simple sponge cake. but after they decorated the cake, with oreo cereal etc. it looked delicious! even as we walked towards valerie house, the cool westerner that always exercised in the sandpit stopped by, interested in the cake. lolx. in the lift, 2 indian men were tempted by it too. it was great having ppl to marvel at the surprise cake whenever we go. it gave us a feeling of assurance that our cake looks presentable even though it cost less than $2.

both val's parents were home. everyone was prepared to be watching the world cup! i only watched the first half of the match with Portugal vs England. the Portugal guys were definitely charming. tin and i supported Portugal. and they won right? for the 3am match with France vs Brazil, we supported France. and they also won right? wow. tin and i should have bet this with pris instead. wasted. this way, both tin and i can earn lots. =)

after we sang rayland a birthday song, i gave him the soccerball. we had all written our birthday greetings on it... hope he likes it! but i haven't told him that some mashed potato had spilled on it yet though. haha. hope he washed it anyway. =X they forced rayland to wear the 'birthday king' crown though. lolx. after much struggling in the kitchen with panu and terence..

after that, we had a burial ceremony for martinlyn. our hamster! he was 2 years plus alr. it must be because of his old age that he died. he died pretty peacefully i guess. but, there were a lot of fruitflies around the carcass. eeww.... so disgusting. i had the creeps all over me. so, we dug the hamster in the soil of the carpark down the basement. we prayed too. it was pretty memorable that day.

then ytd my trait- shopaholic really expressed itself as an active one. guess how much i spent at marina square ytd? $100+ a lot!!! i bought a new $30 wallet from Wallet Shop. a new $30 bag from 'Ink Shop'. 6 hairbands- $10. 3 cute tiebands- $10. 3 handphone pouches- $10. a wrist cushion (gel inside. so cool!)- $?. we also went to cineleisure. took a neo-print! Wootx! surprisingly, we saw the salesman that we saw over in marina square there in the 'Ink Shop'. it's weird. ytd was very fun! but my feet's sole is much in pain. i was almost limping the whole day. it was painful. in the end, i had to take a taxi home. xue li and ying ying tumpang..

then went home played bb last night. i was pretty mad at shi han for her roughness throughout the game. but then we kinda sorted everything out and forgiven her. well, she was much better after that. at 10pm plus, we sat by the water-cooler area sharing with one another ghost stories. i freaked out til i cried last night. brrrrr..... especially the story that shi han told. so scary!!! luckily, pris and my sister were there to walk home with me. if not, i might just stay by the swimming pool and sleep. lolx. phew! what a relief!

so... i'm anti bgr for now... until i'd completed my o levels that is.