rElIef! pHeW! a fResH sTart fOr mE! :)

hUngRy gAls... oR 'hUngAry' gAls?!?

cRying dEep wIthIn mE~
nOt iN tHe mOod fOR cHildIshnEsS*tO Be coNtinued =)

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slept for only 4 hrs or so last night. or issit this morning? i slept at 1am in the end...trying my best to complete the argumentative written assignment my el teacher gave. and it was already past midnight when i finished it. wow! then at 5am, my alarm went off. i had to dragged myself from the bed for a shower and get ready for school. i felt like i never slept at all. i felt really weary. i've counted...only 4hrs of sleep! gosh! never again will i try this again. the end result is, i spent my time sleeping during lessons.. and when physics lesson came, i was dozing off. and i confirm missed some important hints that ms poon had said regarding the common test for tml (she set the paper one). arggghh... just my luck! well, tough luck! so never never ever ever again will i sleep so late anymore (for school days). i must have at least 6hrs of sleep everyday! actually it's not really healthy if you dun get enuff rest anyways. so for my health and studies' sakes, i am gonna sleep enuff hours every night.

so me and L.K. are just frens now. we'd both decided not to discuss anything about closer relationships til after our levels done. i told him i dun wan to undergo bgr rite now..especially this year i'll be taking my o level! and guess what? he said he'll wait! =) will woo me back after that. yep. so as for now, i could talk normally to him again. we are back to 'fighting' and suan-ing each other again. wah...kinda missed it ler. long time never bully him alrdy. haha. feel so good the feeling right now.. i feel like punching him the moment i saw him online...just like the old times~ sshh...am i evil?? wakaka~ XD i just am feeling so happy rite now! wootsy! =X

i thank God again for the arrangements that He'd made for me rearding this matter. i was not hurt! except sometimes when i think about L.K., at that time when he "ignored" me (jealousy). man! i really tot we're just gonna cut off relations and start preparing waving our bye-byes to each other. diao~ but just look at me now! i'm really really glad that things turn out this way. and through this, i'd not only realised myself but also realised L.K.'s feelings towards me. like ko tatan said to me...when a guy gets jealous, it means he has got feelings for you, right? whatever. dun wanna think too much rite now. all these, i'll consider back when i'm over with the levels.

~wise men say

only fools rush in

but i can't help falling in love with you~

i reeally love you all, my cousins! without you all, i dunno what might happen to me now. =( feel really blessed! =))

took photos with our basketball team friends last night. it's nice. as a memory, it's memorable indeed. yeah! we all love basketball! never a night without it! ahax! XD the most fun, enthusiastic, violent, aggressive and crazy basketball team players in the world is in our team! all of whom are top-scorers in their own ways!! we rox!~ ^^

well, i got to go study for my physics test alrdy. it's on sound chapter. but i have confident in myself that i'll get desirable grade for it. cos eugene really taught me wel on it liaoz. and i'd understood that chapter perfectly. he also gave me tips on what may come out for exams, etc. thank you eugene! =)

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-R luv L-