i want world peace throughout the world! =)
as always said by miss universe.. lame~
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everyone really is changing these few days. not for the better but for the worse. wonder what's wrong with them... hmms.. but i shall not want to know further.. me myself was so in a bad shape lately. got tired and sleepy easily during classes. dozed after my maths test today. never really got the time to check the paper since all the time were spent on sleeping. zZzz
yea...and i'm really sorry that i bring out the previous entry abt certain ppl's attitude or character lately. but hey! i just wanna make you all aware of how i am seeing all of this from my perspective, aite? no offence. and if you really think what you're doing right now is correct then continue doing what you're doing. i am just stating my feelings here.
i'm just so disappointed with you guys. come on lar. we are all cousins what?! we can just talk things face to face! but why must you resort yourself to all these? would you like it if i were to gossip abt you behind your back to my sister/others?? maybe i should. but i couldn't! cos you're a close person to me. and i love you just like my own family. i'd promised myself not to treat ppl the way that i dun want to be treated a long long time ago.. but if you really treat me that way, then i will do to you too! and i understand that it is hard to just forgive someone for the things that they'd one wrong to you...but let me tell you, it's never a nice feeling to be hated for dunno-what-reason by others. i mean, who won't?!? i'm not referring to anyone or anything here... but if you appened to dun like tt person, just stop being nice to him/her lar. just forget it! it's really very disgusting lor. very fake.. all that ya do is not from your heart, you know? so why do it? ppl can feel how you're feeling too? you can't just hide your feeling. it's not that easy. like me for example last night, not really treating david the way i used to treat him. i treated him so-called badly. den even though i tried to talk nicely to him, he still understood true feelings of mine. from this, i'd realised many things. and i want to change. anyways, back to the current point. i rather you dun talk to him/her than you trying to play it nice on the front, while on the back you're backstabbing him/her hard on his/her back. get what i mean?
whatever... i'm not going to care anymore. totally moodless.
thoroughly disappointed. i treat you so well but now you are treating me this way~ come on lar. i really have nth to say alrdy... i dun wanna fake my feelings to anybody also.
just imagine that you're placed in my shoe. i guess you'll be feeling worse than me rite now. i'm taking this problem very ignorantly alrdy.. but still... it's troubling me every second of my days. it's really disturbing my chinese new year mood. haix. try to be sensitive towards how other's feel lar. and not only abt how you feel. thoughtfulness is important in a social circle.
once again, no offence to anybody regarding this entry. i still love you all. even that china guy. but i hope you will change for the better if you realised the above resembles your attitude. try to understand my opinion lar. but dun treat it too seriously too. =X
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.peace.
-R luv L-
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