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-tiring day it had been-

cca open house today had been quite successful. at least more than 10 ppl register their names down on the registration list. neat! hope they will join us all! XD

it had been raining all day long. so our chicken grilling (o.a. station) was affected greatly. took a long time starting up the fire thingy (due to the mud and wet twigs n chicken), cos we had to re-do the formation of the firewood many many times. sir commented the most on it...so thanks yea?!?

me and jocelyn were assigned to walk around the school compound to promote and share our cca to e sec1's parents. i feel so redundant the whole time. jocelyn did all the talking and i am like escorting her arnd, holding the brochures about. i just could not open my mouth to talk to the parents. but jocelyn is good. she could just talk to them about everything and anything. see them talking so smoothly...i feel so awkward.

now i know i cant be a salesperson (nt tt i wan to bcome one lar, but just one job less to consider doing). i'm not too good with my words. i will stumble here and there. i think if ppl listen to me talk, they will not understand a single thing i've said (i'm tryin to make a point here). anyway i always hated talking to strangers. the feeling and atmosphere are just too awkward! i dun like it. i like talking to ppl that i know very well inside-out. den by then, then i can talk all my heart out to them without stumbling with my words or thoughts. i suddenly realise this very clearly well. hmms...i know 1 thing more about myself already. great! but too bad, it's not a good thing. but well, everyone's not perfect right? u cant expect some1 with no faults in their life or well-being. every human will commit mistakes or have defaults. so will i! i am a humankind after all.

even as the speaker for the powerpoint presentation (i have to take over maurice's job->sorethroat), i did not do a good job. i dunno why. but words just dun appear in my head. its like as if i get mental block or something. i felt so nervous from head to toe. so in the end, jia ling took over me halfway through. phew!

but, if u were to give me a speech to read even in front of the school hall, i dun mind. i even can assure you that i will do a good job with it. cause everything that i had to say is there on a piece of paper. words will flow out smoothly from my mouth, there's no need for any thinking or what-so-ever. i think its my emotion that i cant control very well. once i get nervous, everything seemed impossible. haix. that's my weakness.

ok enuff abut my big problem here.

played bb earlier on with tin2 and lin sis. david, shaun and shi han played match with us for abt 10 minutes b4 the security guards came to lock the court and off the lights. but b4 that, the 2 castle-greeney girls (they invited me to their bbq but i didn go...so paiseh), gio with his 2 frens came too. but they played for only a minute (nt even 1 min full) and they are off gone already. i think they were halfway through e barbecue that is held near the playground there ba. so they were like rushing to play bb and rushing to and fro about.

but most importantly, i was in high spirit tonight! i shoot the ball well and was smiling the whole time i was in the basketball court. joked a lot with tin2 and lin sis...saying gross jokes, dancing stupid steps, singing out-of-tune songs, learning un-existing shooting tricks and humming hay-wired tunes. XD hahax. i had fun today since it was new year~

-R luv L-