tIrEd~~~

went to IDP today. gave oranges to amy. i can tell she's happy to receive them because she treated me and mum so much nicer and kinder after that. wow~ giving is really something yea? (= however, she had some bad news for me. it turned out that my supposed roommate had found herself a room partner. i was shocked to feel myself getting shocked when i hear this. i thought i would be happy after hearing it. (because that meant that i will no longer be stuck to some freak right?) but after giving more thoughts to it, i realised that it was a sad one instead of a happy one. who will to accompany me walk around the unfamiliar roads? who will to share with me the trouble of cooking up a successful meal? who will to tell me stories to bed? who will to crap and laugh and sing with me? )= argh!!!
papi have to sign on so many of those application forms and so have to DHL all for them there to have him sign it. he should just have come here instead. that will definitely save lots of money and time...

erica's parent session was smooth. her teacher is nice and friendly and she praised erica a lot for not giving her trouble. (= i think erica is lucky to have such a pleasant form teacher. haha.

a medical check-up was necessary for an Australian visa. so, i was told by Amy to go through one at International Building, Orchard Rd. on the way to the clinic, my heart was beating so wildly. my mind was in a blank. what if there's blood test and they are going to prick my finger with the machine? NOOOO!!! the sight of blood makes me giddy... nauseous... sick... but mother luck was on my side today! there's no need for me to do that. HAHA! furthermore, all the doctors who were involved in my check-up were all nice! there's a lot of westerners consulting doctors too. the place's similar to Mt. Elizabeth except that the lane's narrower. apart from that, the room structure's pretty much the same. okay now let me tell you about the check-up. first, i had to do a urine test. i know it sounded disgusting? haha. but since my aim is to become a doctor next time, i have to overcome all challenges starting from now, right? yes, and a big thing starts from something as small as this too. i had an x-ray after that. he was not exactly a doctor but he seems like he knew lot about the medicine field. he was so willing to share with me his knowledge and experiences when i told him about me wanting to pursue a medicine degree. and yes, he reminded me that it is going to be hard. but nothing can stop my goal now! =D nothing! next is the blood pressure test. i dunnno but i felt like giggling halfway the process. the atmosphere too tensed up already i guess. haha. it's a habit for me to laugh to untense it up. lol. then usually when the doctors pressed on the abdomen area, i will really laugh. pls dun ask me why. haha. but this time, i did not laugh. wow! first time i think. =D after that, i had 'height and weight' test. 164 cm. 57 kg. mary had gained weight again! mum's food too good already! haha. i'm pushing all the blame to my dear mother already. =P sorry~ hehe. last but not least, eye-check was perfect! haha. at least i'm not colour-blind like my old friend yee yew. (=
when it all ended, i'm convinced that my body is perfectly-functioning. i felt my spirit being lifted as i stepped out of the clinic. phew!

after that, we ate at Lucky Plaza. mum brought me to this Indian restaurant. the nasi briyani was really good, like what she'd said too. =D the best i recommended! the roti prata and curry are extremely mouthwatering too. =D one of the best in the city! then, came the most favourite part of the day! shopping!!! totally enjoyable~ choosing the G handbag and wallet was the best! what else beats that? haha.
we filled the trolley once again with junks of food at the ang mo kio hub hypermarket. lol! i think we should be given some kind of loyalty award by NTUC for going there so often to shop. haha. =D

then finally, the most important event of today...
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY to MATTHEW!
didn't get him a present. it is going to be a belated one when i give it to him. however, i made a b'day card for him. again~ my specialty! (= i think it's really a pleasure to receive handmade birthday cards from your friends or family. so after it was all done, everyone of us castle greeners signed on it. the party started late because of us. the birthday boy had to go back upstairs after waiting so long for us. sorry~ anyway, there was pizza, drinks, etc served. i couldn't afford to eat anymore after the constant 'ngemilan' throughout the whole day. =X must maintain my weight, if not, lose it! either one.
thanks to vivien, we got to take pictures together. i had lots of fun! especially happy when i conquered my fear of height with the encouragement of val, viv and shi han. =D a sense of achievement felt! haha. also, we took lots of photos with the pupies by the bbq area. so cute! i love furry puppies!!! =D too cute to resist! i feel like taking the black one home!!! haha.

preparing... =D

matthew said, 'i am so surprised! just look at my eyes!' korean twins and wei quan's goldfish eyes
daryl says, 'oh man! there's too much food for me!' =D
meet us the beautiful ladies (=
wei quan said, 'can i want to model my leg for manhunt?' haha. XD

the most cuckoo pictureof panu, matthew and terence! agree? =X

ta-da! ^^sisters at the party!
the girls with free movie pass!!!

*grins*kisses in the air~bonded forever! (=happy *2.0.0.7*!adorable pUppY!!!puppies, do you love us? ^^cheese~ =D here i am!i made it up there!we love all the excitement from up here!

and yet on the floor, sat three beautiful princesses: the dead, the blind and the lame!

*just kidding =P*

that's all for today. but i was not really very happy the whole time. i don't know why but i felt so mentally tired after the events of today. no mood. no mood. no mood. with each passing day, i find that i'm wasting time. another day. another one and another one. somehow, i can't wait to go to australia!

who can help me cure the feeling i'm feeling inside?

dots man decided to call me just now. as usual...to suan me. good thing is, he kept me entetained. haha. been a long time since we laughed like that again. ^^ hope he find te perfect girl for him soon. so that he can totally forget about our past together behind.