hence i shall post up some pictures up.
to tired to write up stories about what i had experienced so far.
(except the lost wallet part)
lost my wallet 3 days' ago. i am so blur right? haix. i tried to be, you know, careful and conscious. but apparently, it's not as easy as i thought it would be. without me knowing, the wallet's lost already. til i was in the taxi on the way home, then i realised that my wallet's missing! where at? i don't know. most i can say, the last time i felt it with me is when i paid for the 50 cents ice cream at McCafe. the experience was an unforgettable one. because even though it was late midnight already and we were so tired and so on, panu, ray, xue li and ying ying and lyn still helped me search the fields and restaurant. (THANK YOU!) i know it's a bit ridiculous, having low visibility from the moonlight and street lights along the main road. but at least we tried our best! that night, i made police report at the police station and taxi company too. (in case the wallet was accidentally dropped under the taxi.)
that night, i prayed and worried so much that my head was whirling. couldn't sleep until it was 3am plus. i couldn't imagine how i was supposed to break the news to my mum and dad. important things are inside, such as OCBC Nets Card, $60, KTP, Ez-Link card. i wonder what i could have done to deserve this. and the most frustrating thing is that i couldn't find any! i ahd been behaving good these days. i hadn't intentionally commit any sins or things that are bad. so what? then i think again of what pastor said last week. WHERE ARE YOU GOD???
wow! then i think again. hey! God is actually there to help me.
mum today spoke to me, and it felt as if God was answering my question. this is what she said, 'Sometimes you lose things because God didn't want you to lose your life instead.' and after that, i felt my mind relax.
man! is God good? YES, definitely! =D
well, here's one testi from me about the conviction i had in my heart; i truly believe that God has made His plans for me up there. and i trust Him with all my heart that He will protect me 24.7 around the clock. who says God is not there when you needed Him most? well people, look into the problem/situation again! and i believe that you WILL find God in it. (=

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