bOrED~~~

bored...
no mood to talk.
neither to laugh.
neither to think.

but thanks to mum!

she brightened up my day by crapping with me.

(=

how can i live w/o her?

haix. then yesterday when i asked her why she laughed non-stop in the taxi. and she said since i'm leaving soon, she wanted to laugh more. not cry. she also added that i should be likewise too. but the thing is, at the time i left her to jakarta, i could already feel my nose hurting and tears are welling up inside my eyes. and that was like for how long? 2 weeks supposedly. but this time, i am going to leave her for 9 months! how to? i will definitely cry. if not, my name is so not rosemary~

those days will soon be gone. i thought i hated my life in singapore. but come to think of it, i love it here. with all my family and friends. life is almost perfect. except for you-know. it's not that exciting anymore. places, like orchard rooad and etc, gets dull and boring! so, that's why i decided to pursue my studies in Australia. to see how's life for them westerners. are they as perfect as i thought they were? i want to relate to them as well, and not feel very inferior when topic on them came up. i know, of course, it's going to be a challenge for me to adapt myself there in such foreign country. i'd been to australia once before but that was like in primary school. i have forgotten what i did there now.

and now, something else came up. it happened that the agent has introduced me to her other client. then maybe the two of us can share an apartment if things went well. but first, i have to meet her parent first to see whethermy character's good or bad. )= man! it's like judgement day! on one hand, i feel like i'm mistrusted and wanna back off from them. however, on the other hand, i want to really meet them and prove to them that i have good character. i'm sick to the stomach thinking about it already.