EMO day.
my housemate said negative stuffs to me. again.
yea of course. you may think that she's just saying it as a joke. i personally don't like this kind if 'joke' if that's what it is. i am sick of hearing that from her already. i am sick of her ordering me around. i am sick of listening to her 'bad words' everyday. i am sick of becoming emo just because of simple things like this!
i don't understand why i am so serious at times. when people joke, i take it personally. am i such a serious person? do i sound formal whenever i talk? can't i ever tolerate 'humor' or 'jokes'? since when did i turn out to be like this? since when have i started to take everything seriously? and why must i always listen and believe the bad stuff people say to me? why can't i just rejoice in the praises from people?
i am just reflecting about the past few days. of how i cannot be as happy as i was in Singapore. whenever i feel emo, i feel homesick. i need my mum. miss her so. )=
yea of course. you may think that she's just saying it as a joke. i personally don't like this kind if 'joke' if that's what it is. i am sick of hearing that from her already. i am sick of her ordering me around. i am sick of listening to her 'bad words' everyday. i am sick of becoming emo just because of simple things like this!
i don't understand why i am so serious at times. when people joke, i take it personally. am i such a serious person? do i sound formal whenever i talk? can't i ever tolerate 'humor' or 'jokes'? since when did i turn out to be like this? since when have i started to take everything seriously? and why must i always listen and believe the bad stuff people say to me? why can't i just rejoice in the praises from people?
i am just reflecting about the past few days. of how i cannot be as happy as i was in Singapore. whenever i feel emo, i feel homesick. i need my mum. miss her so. )=
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