Gocim R.I.P.

Doesn’t matter how long we live as long as we live with a smile on our face

today is the day when my dearest and prettiest Gocim passed away. it was 10am plus when i read the sms mum sent me through the mobile phone. at first, after reading it, i couldn't believe it. usually, the most shocking news mum would tell me is about tua-yi's hse in Padang Panjang hit by the earthquake. but always, no one was hurt, which is a blessing from God. however, this time round, it is different. the life of someone dear to me was lost. without any signs of it.

God, why do you let this happen? why?

they say to everything that has happened, there's a reason behind it. then, why did this happen then? someone tell me.

here is a family with a newly born baby boy, William Gunawan, the youngest cousin in the family. and yet, the mum was taken away from him even before his eyes could see. now, there's only gocek left to take care of the rest of the family, including the new born child. wow! God, please help him through this Lord. also, guide him in Your way Lord. for only Your way is the best for him. strengthen Ming2 and Adelaine Lord. they may be very young still, not wise yet to know what to do next, but i believe that they are under Your protection and care now Lord. right Lord? bring Joy again to them as soon as they've recovered from this Lord. i pray that the rest of the family will love the boy as he grows up Lord. using the amount of love his mum can give him Lord. do not let him falter away Lord in future. protect him Lord from any harm from others. i also pray that the three siblings and their father will continue to live harmoniously together and in arms united. let them grow to be a strong and happy family so that Gocim will be proud of them o Lord. i surrender them to your hands. bring prosperity and happiness into their lives O Lord. last but not least, may Gocim rest in peace with You Lord~ i pray everything in Jesus name, Amen.

stupidly, i did a very stupid thing today. during lunck break, i sent an sms to ming2 regarding the news. i included things like be strong. help you dad... bla bla bla. when pris told me not to, i immediately worry. WHAT HAVE I DONE??? robbing the boy off his happy time. )= maryy ahhh~ but i guess at this time, ming2 should have been told about the news already and saw his mum, lying lifeless, in the hospital. )= i wish i could be there for them too.

well, til here for now. gotta do some homework first before mum calls me soon~
tata.