pAnic in mY hOus3!!! X(b

i felt really bad. horrible...

how can i describe such situations like this?

it all seemed to be in a mess now... my minds in a whirl~ i feel like plunging deep into the pool now.. just the touch of the water might probably wake me up from my 'holiday' world. yesss... or maybe someone can give me some motivation right now. and probably a smack on my face!

i thought that SS was on tuesday when it's actually monday! error 1!

i also thought that bio was 2 weeks away when it was actually next week... even less then a week to be exact. 6 days!!! X( error 2!
*i hope these will be my last errors already!*

argh~ stressing! i just feel like giving up on all my aspirations and goals now just so that i can at least breathe now. even thinking tortures me. tell me how??

god... what happened? what is wrong with me? i simply couldn't understand. is there some kind of potion that magic fairies give that can create wonders and miracles for a someone like me? plsss.... god.. i pray that you give me just a portion of your wisdom and power. guide me through this preparation for o' levels lord. plss... *amen*

i hope god may read my blog entry today and yup! i will be SAVED from this burden! XD how wonderful~

to be honest, i've yet to memorise 18 more chapters of biology and SS topics. isn't this "splendid"? >.<

okay. i wish you all of my friends will find their comfort in all that they faced for their exams. don't worry friends. it's not too late to start now. as the saying goes, better late than nothing(giving up)!~