my lost phone!!! :'( where are you??
yappeee
o level is finally OVER!!!
i've conquered my nightmares!
after all the nights i'd spent mugging like a bookworm.
after all that perservation.
after all the determination.
after all the temptations around.
after all the depression moments.
after all the effort and hard work.
after all the weekends wasted for studying.
after all the "argh!" i'd muttered under my breaths.
after all the worries i'd put in my mind.
after all the prayers made to God.
after all the "good lucks" wished by friends and teachers.
after all the stress that pressurise me during the exam period.
however, this may be the start of holiday for me. but to many others, it's not, yet. nevertheless, i'm still rejoycing over today's freedom. woots! i can breathe as deep as i can now.
last time, after every paper, i would try taking in deep breaths to comfort myself, that at least a paper was done. but i just couldn't. thoughts about the next paper entered my mind. so were the days after that. my mind got so tired after that. once i came back home, i would very much love to lie down on my bed. but the discipline inside warned me and next second, i found myself sitting inside the study room, staring at questions on some school papers. eee... come to think about it. it's pretty frightening what i'd been doing all these while actually. it's like i'm brainwashed or hypnotised by all the textbooks and papers. i had no life then. eee...
for now?
of course my mission is...
- to lose weight for the prom night next week! argh! exercise!
- shopping for more clothes and about everything there is from head to toe.
- watch movies and vcds!
- buy prom dress and plan the hairstyle
well, i'm gonna watch the 'Hunchback of Notredame' in 2 more days' time. woohooo! i'm looking forward to that already! the last time i went to watch a concert was the the Forbidden City. it had been an eye-opener. i love musical concerts from that night onwards. since then, my cousin had been keeping a look-out for musicals that are about to come. another one we wanted to watch is the Phantom of the Opera. heard that it's nice from the response from the movie that time. but my aunt said that we couldn't watch already because the tickets are not cheap. sooner or later, if we keep watching, we will lose all our life attachments. man! how i wish i'm of a wealthy family!
haix.
it's been a week since my phone had been missing. i'm very much missing it. i wish i could dream of it at night. just so i could see it. and the black piggy stuck to it too!
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