how can he be so... no words can describe! he is simply too idiotic! can never keep his promise. i'll never learn to trust him again. yes! you betcha! i can guarantee you on it! i'll never share secrets with him no more ah.
WAH...i can just keep on writing (complaints) about naldo here in this entry man!! here's driving me nuts! RUDE! ACT COOL! NOT A GENTLEMAN! that's for sure...
yesterday i already warned him not to delete the messages and photos in my mum's phone (the hp i used before i got back my repaired phone). and he said OK! but look what he'd done now? after a day only, almost all of the messages in the 'inbox' and the photos in the 'images file' were gone. GONE! my blood was boiling, seriously. when i demanded him an explaination, he answered indignificantly, "What! All the pictures and photos waste so much memory space lor." eh! i already said that time that i'll clear it a.s.a.p right? and it's not like those things had slowed down the functioning of the phone right? also, the free memory left was a lot still, perhaps half of the memory card capacity. when i heard his reply, i was flabbergasted. OH!!!...the attitude my brother showed! horrible. naughty. disobedient. intolerable. unacceptable. atrocious. what a crude little boy! by the look of it, through the tone of his voice, i could tell that he hadn't realised his mistakes yet. i hope he would now. or so, i pray.
i also noticed one thing about my brother. he seemed to like panu a lot. maybe he even idolised panu? or maybe not. maybe it is because of his friends in school. the environment that he was in. at school. at home. perhaps we, as his family, didn't show him enough love, attention and praise. so he ended up having to go outside to find the things that he needed. he resort to doing things that will hurt himself or even others. involving in fights mostly. scolding vulgarities. rebellious behaviour like his friends. especially that yew hong. the first time i saw him, i already knew that he is a crude little boy. definitely proud! eee. who will like such a person? anyway back to the topic. so. after a talk with my brother, eric and priscilla, we finally understood my brother better. he cried from the beginning. it was especially scary when he began to start scratching his arm with the fingernails until there was a red wound surfaced on his skin. i almost thought that there's blood but luckily, there's none. i felt pity towards him that i almost shed a tear too. but i held it back. how can i show him that i'm weak in the inside when i'm already so fierce on the outside? lol. ego! haha.
hmm... so we learnt lots today about my brother. i'm really glad for the opportunity given. and we apologised to him as well for not loving him enough. we apologised for not directing him properly in his path of life.
WE'RE REALLY SORRY, BROTHER!
WE LOVE YOU!
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