i fEel sO deprEss3d nOw~

huh?

australia also have strict admission to their university for a medicine course. it's like no difference to US but ms choo said that one of her singaporean friend managed to become a doctor in australia. so at least that gives me some hope right? yess. come on mary! gambatte!!! XD you can be one too!
i would have to go to max 2 years of college in australia before i could apply to a university there. it's like no difference from a singapore JC huh? lolx. but i hope that this Trinity College would be a more prestigious school than those in singapore. i could also experience a whole lot more things than in here. a total different life! wow~ i'm so excited!

but at the same time, worried too.

what if i couldn't find good friends there? what if i don't get into a good university there? what if i can't get into the course that i wanted to?

these questions floats on my mind everyday... non-stop. i may be happy for a time being. but after that, the questions will come again. i'm so scared of failing there. so worried about my own future.

but no matter what happens, i'm determined to get married before i turn 25.

but for now study hard first gal! score as perfect as you can for your o'level certificate. =D

remember?

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD!