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so continuing on what i've said, i recovered fully only after i ate the pills and applied the cream regularly. many nights i'd lay on the bed, scratching my arm with anger and frustation as to how could this happen to me all of a sudden on a new year day. the first night i wasn't scratching anymore, i thank God for answering my prayer and made me well again. Hallelujah to the awesome God!

tonight is the last night my neighbour, hangout friend named Wei Quan is going for his National Service. haix. another friend gone. also, shi han is going for a school camp. tada! castle green has shrunk once more! it had once been pretty complete with Gio back with us for a week or so...

these few days i have been busy with my offer acceptance and visa application forms. there is so many so many things that the government wanted to see in order to grant me a 3-year visa for my university years. of course i wasn't all alone. mum is always with me. haix. really grateful that she is willing to sacrifice her time for me.

next saturday onwards, i will have exactly one month left towards my return to Melbourne. time flies so quickly, far far beyond my expectation. i had done pretty much nothing, to be honest. i actually had big plans for the holidays. then again, it's true what people say. EASIER SAID THAN DONE. well, that's what i am experiencing right now. the fear of seeking employment here in Singapore still remains in my head. partly for being lazy too. perhaps that's why i'm still stuck doing practically nothing at all. looking back now, i had wasted so much of it already. haix. what should i do???

braces? maybe.

work for sacek? maybe.

exercise to lose 3 kilos? AMIN! (hehe)

but most importantly, i want to settle the crucial things first. i need to be accepted into Melbourne University! after that, then i will carry on doing other stuffs.

that's right.

first thing always comes first.