hOmeSiCK!

i can't believe it. i've always been travelling back and forth from my family since young. but until now, i am still missing them so much. as if i am separated away from them for the first time. how can that be?

i feel so lonely now here in melbourne. een though i have friends around me, but no one has ever made me feel like i'm home. get what i mean? i mean sometimes these friends really are true friends. but one day, the relationship just slowly fades away. how sad! )=

i am now chatting with pris online and we both are not happy yet at where we are now. we both realized that family is the best! friends come and go, but not family. after all, your name contains your family name. so as long you live, your family will always follow you.

last night, my mum gave me a call. i finally confessed to her that i cried the other night. because i couldn't take it anymore. she kept on asking me to go to the doctor because she thought i was very sick. so i told her that i was not actually sick but just feeling a headache and suddenly miss home. then she told me that eric and her might be coming to mebourne to support me for my EOY exams! OMGosh! i was so touched when she said that. i can;t wait to see them again! and i can;t wait for eric to settle down at melbourne and live with me! =D

because i was so tired... today i skipped the morning classes. drama and HOI lecture! wuahhhhhh~ lazy Mary! i know. haix. yesterday i promised to see Danny in class but i did not turn up for class today. oh man! i have lied to Danny! )=

holiday has been very interesting! (= i enjoyed it very much!!! i enjoyed every day of it. it is so much more fun than this! i miss everyone back home! mami, papi, ama, lyn, eric, naldo, erica, ayrton, tin, kakak, kak yani... <3

I WANT TO GO BACK HOME!!! )=