bAcK fRom mOre tHan a mOntH aLr!

wooo! it really feels good to be able to blog again!

it's been 1 mth and 10 days alr man!!!

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so much things had passed all those days. both happy and sad... too much to recount everything back. but i kept everyday's happenings inside a diary of mine. so i'll try to update some memorable ones in this blog da next time round i online again. now i'm over at couz Pris hse using her comp. she having tuition now. til 10pm. i am here to actually help her decorate the birthday card that she and my other couzs had made as a present to our dear grandma's birthday tml. but it looks like i'm not doing anything now to it. instead i'm blogging! bleah... but wat can i do? my mind and body tell me to blog wat?! aniwaex, i'll miss my ama's birthday tml.. so sad. cant join in the fun with the rest of my cousins. boox~

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flying off to jakarta tml evening at arnd 5pm. and back on monday morn 1am! wow! monday in school confirm become pig liaox... hahax. hmm, what do i do there?? my mum's family is going to celebrate my oma's birthday there on the sunday afternoon! wow! then by then, i'll be able to meet my maternal cousins! i had not been in touch with them much. so i guess this weekend there will be the perfect time for me to bond with them. man! i'm so excited with this thing rite now! totally ecstatic!

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but i'll have to complete all my homework before the flight!

bugger bugger bugger bugger...

"study hard mary!"

since the last bio test, my mind is getting used to the mugging atmosphere that i felt during the eoy exams. and i thank god for that! i am trying to avoid myself from getting back to that holiday mood that i always am in (even in the month of march).

but sad to say, i'm reconsidering my choice to go into a jc instead of to a poly. sad rite? wah... pathetic sia. o level's coming and i don't even know where i want to continue my learning next. it's like i'm stuck in sec 4 forever. jc life- stress. poly life- slack. aiya... confused... confused mind.. i hope to make up my mind someday soon! i don't like to be always kept in dilemma lor. not nice. and i feel so unprotected. like the future i have ahead is not compromised. how?? it's all up to myself now, i guess. MARY! wake up!

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hope to fix my comp real soon. with all the late research tt i got to do and mail clearings. hehex.. tata. miss all you guys online! :(

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dotsman and i 'made up' on the midnight over over of april's fool! or issit 2 april? so he's been like calling me at times everyday. mum dun really like it. but i try to end the call asap everytime she started grumbling lor. dun wanna make her sad. later i will make an evil daughter. bad ah. he asked me out again and again alr but it's always either him or me that refused to. cos there's things that we need to do on the days. yup. almost meet las sat but he shy. den on the sun but i shy. den on monday but i shy. haix. there's always reasons lar.. lol. weird huh?

-R luv L-