i missed shawn's movie premiere (10.30am) and 16th birthday bash party (after movie) yesterday! wasted! joshua is der too!! walao! too late for now. it will be so nice if i can go and watch inst with them together for the second time. i wanna sit beside joshua!! but i wont want to join their fan clubs. it will be so full of bitches inside! yucks! btw,
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HAPPY BELATED 16th BIRTHDAY, SHAWN LEE!!!
You rocks! Love you!
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attended cell group on saturdae. heard about my cous o level result. she didn do very well but at least i'm happy to see her not glooming whole day long during the cell group. she can still managed smiles! dw...i will pray for you to get into the jc that you wanted gal! ;) pray hard and believe. just trust him to let you do what he had in plan for you. aight?
hmmm... anyway i wanna comment about a guy 'richie' from my cell grp. he's very impolite ah i tell you. til now it's the second time that he had turned his back to me already. and i find him very rude! but nvm...i forgive him anyway. okay...here's how it happened. maybe some of you knew it already. firstly, during fellowship last year, i was bidding goodbye to everybody. den i noticed everyone except him waved back to me. even after he saw me waving at him, he totally looked away. den from that time onwards, i dare not talk to him or even look at him anymore. so freaky lar. it's like he gave me the coldest shoulder ever given before. then second time happened during cell grp. everyone was shaking everybody's hand and was supposed to say to them a message. that's what i did. and den suddenly he appeared before me. so i stretched out my hand unwillingly (still got trauma abt him mah) and were abt to say e message when no hand came out. instead, he turned his face away from me to shake another person's hand. so i stretched out my hand once more (if not feel awkward...like being rejected and i dun like the feeling) towards him. but again he did not give a damn care abt it. he just take that he didn see me. so mean! and rude i say! no more am i gonna try talking to him again if he wants it that way. maybe he just dun like talking to me ba. but den later after talking to some ppl..i discover that he treated my cous sth like this too. he's like converying the message that "i dun like you so sorry i dun want to have anything to do with you." hurt ppl feeling lar! =( tis type of guy sux big time lar! i am just trying to be friendly to him mah. later say i dao or watever! =(
wow...i spent so much words talking about him.. but i really dun get what he's thinking abt me now tts why. whenever i see him, i'll try to avoid him lor. dun wanna cause any conflicts between fellow cell group members. =) okay gonna let this case rest for now.
talking about tannaka...he asked me out yesterday to watch i not stupid too movie. second time for both of us already. cos we both love it so much! but i turned it down cos i say i wanna go home study (but in the end i never lar...get distracted at home a lot by so many things). den he asked to go eat dinner wif him. but again, i turned him down. =( i think he feel sad but haix. i dunno lar. den just now he smsed me and i confessed that i didn do my hw yesterday. and i tried to reason it out when he said i dun wanna meet him so i give hw as an excuse. but really! i swear that's not what i meant! i really wanna do my hw yesterday..but... dunno why.. i didn. maybe becos after i play bb it's already 10 and den i watch 'corpse bride' vcd after that. i dun really like it. kinda regret buying it. so after it ended there's no time liaox. so sorry ka! am i avoiding meeting him? nah... i'm gonna try bringing him to church next week! =)) Eric especially! i wanna see him get saved! =D
went to church in the morning. felt the presence of god again. almost cried but i hold back my tears during praise and worship. oh and pastor kong rox more than ever today! he preached about the different types of 'unchurch' ppl and churches out there in the world. i love it when he preached. so entertaining and very applicable to our daily life. the funny actions that he did. the funny things that he said. i wanna marry him is he's still single! so good pastor sun met him! and they are so happy together now with a child. hahax. =)) good people gets the good life, some ppl say.
i bought 2 delirious album cd at attributes store after the service. rox sia! cool man!
rush back home for chinese tuition at 2pm. haix. busy busy busy every sunday. not a single day when i'm free. kinda tired with this all. plus the never-ending homework that i get from el teacher in school. wah! tough life!
played bb last night. i was totally in the mood and very energetic. running here and there. learnt some basketball stunts from david. cool! the third time in a week already so tonight i am gonna stay in the house to complete my homework. haix. stress! but what to do? this year o level liaox. no choice ba. =X
peace
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